★ i'm terrified, but you'd expect that from me

I'm over you now, i'm at home with the clouds.
Now the rain is washing you out of my hair, and out of my mind.

[ ] Laciana Valentine, reporting for duty. I am the daughter of Lumiere and Fifi Valentine. There's nothing else to tell. I have hell to pay. I'm in the midst of changing every day; I'm looking for the me i'm okay with being. You may not recognize who I am anymore, but that's something that I won't change for you. You'll decide on your own if it's worth it or not. I have this silly idea i'll change the world.


NOW I’M BAWLING ;~;

kms kms kms kms kms kms


I felt like this day would ever come.


EVERYONE’S POSTING THEIR PARAS NOW AND I JUST STOPPED CRYING

I FJIKFHJKFSHD ;~;


sophia’s private thing made me cackle because of what lacey said to chase

“let me know how that goes - having to walk your girlfriend every few hours.”


Walter say what | Self-Para

Laciana hadn’t heard the intercom message. Not the first one, anyway. The young girl  was in the school’s pool, the second time being in one in her life. The red head had just gained the courage to go underwater. While Miss. Hastings was requesting all the students to head to the auditorium, Lacey was at the bottom of the shallow side of the pool. Her tiny frame moving her arms and legs, as her dimpled cheeks puffed up, containing her air. She looked silly. She didn’t care. She was alone, and she was getting over one of her many fears. Coming back up for air, Laciana flipped her long, vibrant hair back. Taking deep breaths as she re balanced herself, she smiled. Suddenly, a voice roared into the pool room; The acoustics making the voice rattle in the walls. It started Lacey a little, but she could make out the words enough to understand what it meant.

“It’s important.” Lacey looked around, confused. There was no one else in the pool room who could explain to her what happened. “Fuck,” The girl said to herself, hitting the water with her fists in frustration. She was probably missing something. Climbing out of the pool as fast as she could, Lacey trotted over to her bag of stuff. She didn’t have time to get dress. Another swear escaped under the girl’s breath, as she tugged on her shorts. Throwing on her tank top, she grabbed her robe she had brought earlier, wrapping it around her body. 

Swiftly walking into the hallways, she noticed quickly it was empty. “Really!?” She questioned, walking down the halls until she heard a lot of noise coming from the auditorium. Quietly opening the door, the barefooted girl stumbled upon something she would never believe. Walter Disney was standing on the auditorium stage. He was there. Laciana’s heart raced, as she wiped her hair on her robe sleeve, so she wouldn’t leak pool water everywhere. 

“You are all going home.”

The words hit her like a bus, and by the time Lacey had found a seat, students were already getting up to leave. She looked around, with her mouth gaping open a little. They were going home. Part of her wanted to jump up and do a back flip, while the other half wanted to curl up and hope they couldn’t find her when they try to leave later. A lot of good things happened for her at Walter Prep, or because of it. Lacey had gotten up on stage in front of a crowd, fixed things with her ex, and learned a little bit more about life than she could’ve in Notre Damia. A lot of terrible things also took place. Losing one of her best friends, ending someone’s life, having hers nearly taken, being forced upon sexually, developing a drug problem, watching her boyfriend cheat on her with another girl… Lacey crinkled her nose at all the bad thoughts. They outweighed the good ones by far.

Standing up to make her way to the pool, Lacey sniffled a little. Her eyes stung from trying to open her eyes under water, so being upset didn’t help the slight pains in her eyes. She rubbed them as she exited the auditorium, dragging her bare feet as she manuevered her way back to where her stuff was.

No more than twenty four hours from that moment, she’d be on her way home. The place where it didn’t matter if you had everything, or if you had nothing. The place where her mother and father could protect her. The place where she didn’t have to worry about what would happen next. She could sleep in her own bed, and wake up to help her parents, just like usual. Things would go back to normal. 

“Unless..” A nasty thought entered Lacey’s mind. The words of her boyfriend’s bitter thoughts rang in her mind, the ones where he told her that her parents weren’t important. Laciana looked back at the auditorium, and her heart sank. Her parents weren’t portrayed at Disney. It was all sinking in. Laciana was the daughter of a maid and a personal cook. 

Her heart and her head bickered with themselves, as she couldn’t decide if going home would make her as happy as she’d hoped. 



effie-zelinski:

Well, do you love him?

If you do, you need to talk to him, Lacey. Or have someone else talk to him for you. You can’t just let him walk away feeling all hurt like you are. No one deserves that, especially not you. You’re one of the best people I know, Lacey, maybe even the best.

It’ll all get better, I promise.

How could I love someone who could do that to me.

… I love you. Thanks for listening..

(Source: cadetvalentine)


effie-zelinski:

W-What? Really? Oh my Disney! Is everything okay?! Well, it seems that way, but… I’m sorry you had to go through all that. That’s… just wow. Kidnapped? You were Marisol?! Really? You were great, Lacey! He was that upset about you lying about that? Aw, Lace. He was being such an ass…

…Yeah. You love him? You took drugs? Who gave them to you? Don’t tell me it was… nevermind. Are you still doing it? Wait, what? Jackass! I swear to God… Lacey, you deserve way better than that. I’m so angry at him right now. He can not just do that to you! I swear— do you want me to talk to him? I’ll punch him. He wouldn’t hit a girl.

No you didn’t, Lacey. It’s fine, I’m here for you. Always.

I.. I didn’t mean to say all of that. It just slipped out.

I just don’t know what to do anymore, Ef.. 

(Source: cadetvalentine)


effie-zelinski:

You do? So do I. I think I should go first, if that’s okay with you. I, uh…

Remember when you texted me in the library? Well, you must’ve butt dialed me afterwards or something. I heard you talking to some guy, Chase I think, and you sounded really upset. And he sounded like a total douche, said something about cuts, and I was really confused. I’m sorry if it wasn’t right… I was really worried about you. I couldn’t not listen. Is everything okay? 

You.. You heard everything? He.. he was angry at me. We both said things we didn’t mean. He was upset with me because I lied to him.. I lied to everyone, actually. Those few weeks when I wasn’t around? Do you remember them — Oh, you probably didn’t.. we weren’t speaking. I forgot. Well, I wasn’t camping. Neither was Chase. Or Melody. Or Halley. We.. were kidnapped. A group of goons tried to.. Nevermind. I’m rambling. Do you remember that girl from Barcelona? Marisol? Wel.. she doesn’t exist.. That was me, with a blonde wig and contacts on. He ups—- Chase was upset that I lied about that.

And then.. in the library.. he told me he loved me. Well, you heard that. And after that first party, I apparently confessed that I loved him back. I didn’t lie, but I wasn’t.. in the right mindset. That was the first night I was ever offered any kind of drug and I took it, I’m so stupid but I took them and I was just — I’m stupid. There was a party last night and I wasn’t paying attention to anything and I look over and I see Chase with hsi tongue down Marie’s throat and what i’m trying to say is that, he didn’t mean it. What you heard on the phone, he didn’t mean it.

Shit.. I said too much. Way, way too much. I’m sorry. 

(Source: cadetvalentine)